Officially broken the 100 days left!

I just realized that I have made it past the triple didgets. We are now LESS THAN 100 days, and eagerly counting, the birth of this child. I'm starting to get more and more tired, but the good thing is I'm sleeping through the night pretty much, so its a wash. I think my tiredness, aside from being pregnant, is that I'm just not eating really well. Since this whole kitchen remodeling project began and we haven't been able to really "use" our kitchen it has been nothing but crap foods. Finally last week I broke down and got at least frozen meals which were better than eating off the kids meals at YOU NAME IT BAD FAST FOOD palace. I'm just not used to eating like this and its really starting to affect me for the worse. We finally were able to start grocery shopping and are stocking up on the staple items in the pantry but its been really hard. HOPEFULLY that all changes this week.

I had another hormonal outburst, but this one I thnk I was really entitled to have. I learned that Mike was going to be busy either running or biking pretty much all weekend, again and it just really struck me. He's never around anymore because he's off doign this or doing that, training for this or training for that, meanwhile he has left me in the lurches to train for MY next marathon. I don't feel like I'm getting the emotional support and comfort that I need from him because he's busy avoiding me. I don't know. Maybe I'm just jealous because he can do the things that I used to once think were important to me, maybe its not jealousy, rather its envious. I did tell him how I felt and gave him an option to consider not doing one of the many activities that he has going so that we could actually spend time together before the baby gets here. I mean, I know were not going to have that time when the baby comes, but I'm not sure he quite gets how upset it makes me to feel like I've lost him. He said he didn't want to do anything half assed, but I felt like telling him I felt like he wasn't giving our relationship enough energy; that he wasn't giving his role of a new father to be enough energy. Is that wrong of me?